The Reality of Doubt

Now Thomas (also known as Didymus), one of the Twelve, was not with the disciples when Jesus came. So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord!” But he said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.”
(John 20:24-25)
Thomas is often remembered as "Doubting Thomas," but his skepticism echoes a reality we all face at times. Doubt is not uncommon in the Christian walk, especially when faith collides with fear, disappointment, or things we cannot fully understand.
In this passage, we find Thomas absent during Jesus’ first appearance to the disciples. Imagine his situation for a moment: his friends were rejoicing in utter disbelief, proclaiming that Jesus, who had died days earlier, was alive. For Thomas, who had just experienced the loss of his Teacher, this must have seemed impossible. He heard their testimony, but it was not enough for him to believe.
Thomas’ response might feel jarring: "Unless I see the nail marks…and put my hand into his side, I will not believe." His words reflect a heart grappling with disappointment and despair. He’s saying, "I need evidence before I trust again." Perhaps you’ve been there—having lost hope, asking God to show you something tangible before you can believe again.
It’s important to note that Thomas was not condemned for his doubt. Rather than dismissing him or rebuking his lack of faith, Jesus later met Thomas exactly where he was. But before that encounter, Thomas represents an aspect of faith that many are reluctant to acknowledge – the need to wrestle with doubt.
Doubt isn't necessarily the opposite of faith; instead, it is often a stepping stone toward deeper trust. Thomas’ courage to voice his skepticism highlights the importance of honesty in our
relationship with God. Faith isn’t pretending to believe when we struggle to; faith often involves bringing our struggles, questions, and uncertainties before the Lord.
Though his insistence on seeing Jesus’ wounds might appear stubborn, it also reveals Thomas’ longing for truth. He didn’t want to believe blindly—he wanted his faith to be grounded in something real. In this, his doubt becomes a pathway to understanding.
For us today, Thomas’ story is a reminder that God is not frightened by our doubts. He invites us to bring them to Him, trusting that He can meet us in the middle of our questions. Rather than run from doubt, we can press into it, knowing that faith grows not by avoiding doubts but by engaging with them honestly, just as Thomas did.
By Jim Connell
Jim is the founder of Lexington Rescue Mission, and authors JesusIsLordBlog.com, FaithAnswersPress.net, and FAQs of Faith (a mobile app)









